WAH... i cant believe myself that i have been gone through my ITP for 6 weeks, which means 1 week after this, i will be suffer in school again..haha.. i also dunno shall i feel HAPPY or SAD!! i always have such stupid trouble whereby i can put such a simple things into many feelings..
this week was my turn to attach to hospital..now then i realise working in the hospital is indeed different from the lab, maybe this is STAT lab bah.. and i am so happy that i have the chance to see bone marrow aspiration.. i am sure that the process i saw will never rub off from my memory.it is actually liek we have saw in the video, but when you face it in real, if u cannot bear with needle "poking', u will feel the pain..haha.. i am so useless that when the needle go into the pelvis of teh patient whereby he scream a bit, i was shocked, haha... but then is really a good experience.. besides bone marrow, i do see the cutie show "tad-pole in the pools", haha, which is just the sperm count..wah, very suagu, first time see sperm under microscope and i get so excited, haha..thats wat i always say, u have to experience it so u can noe it better..
people in the hospital lab are nice, they even bring me to lunch and shopping together, hehe.. so the life there is quite happy..and they keep asking me for tea break..haha... but then ppl in the HQ lab also very nice, jus that our lab located at industry area, so no place to shop as compare to orchard..haha...
however, i am so happy today,cos tml is holiday..meaning: no work..haha.. but then still ahve to go school for meeting..nvm, after that, can go out with friend.. so nice...
my little sharing: life is always full of uncertainties and unexpectation, be satisfy at your present moment and capture all the good time you had.. make it meaningful and colourful...

wah, time passed so fast.. i cant believe that i already had my attachment in the lab for 4 weeks, whereby after staying there for 3 more weeks, i will return to school and start the "nightmare" again..haha, now you know i hate study so much..haha, actually can't say i hate study, is just it is very busy with quizes, assignments and hence stressful..
this holiday is not a holiday for me as well as for those who are doing their attachment... no time to rest.. have to work every morning.the moment i reach home, i am so tired and jus fall asleep till the next morning. my days are just like repeat in such a way everyday.. i dun even have extra ebergy to do other things, haha, this is indeed the typical life of a lazy bum like me..hehe...
i believe that everyday or every stage of our life is a learning path which lead us to the maturity and knows the reality of the world..have you ever heard about 'do not look at the tip of the iceberg'? sometimes, appearance doesn't shows u the reality.. maybe it jus works as a tool of attraction or cover the devil in the deep blue sea.. u will never noe that how big is the iceberg under the sea and how big is the impact it can harms the people. So, the conclusion is: do not being cheated by ur initial/first feeling and first glance.. give urself more times to observe and understand the world better before you do any decision or conclusion on something, somebody, some place etc... though it is unavoidable that we are always being stamped on our eyes by the apperance and packaging of something, and trust 99% on our first impression... when it is the right time, u will noe how accurate is ur judgement...

wah, is another new week... itp at microbiology lab.though this is the subject i scare most, but i still like it as it does give me a lot of chance to see those 'little devil' that make us sick...eew..... monday was really a busy day there, alot of samples to be processed.. but if u think u are learning, then u can work happily...
after work, have our first meeting since itp w my "ah dai si ren zhu" at bugis... ah dai is me, gwen, lala, and cy ( actually i am not that dai lah).. tehn we have our long chat on itp and of cos chat nonsense and lame jokes as usual..haha... is really a fun time though very tired oledi....
ya hor, one more thing, just finish HANA KIMI show..wah, the ending really make me feel so disappointed..abit too ~~~ haiz...why dun they jus give a nice nice and clear clear ending though it is obvious that both of them together..watever..it is jus a show... but is really too sweet to watch, ahha...careful orh, otherwise u will get diabetes because of watching such sweety show orh..ahha..(dun give me the cold face hor!!!)
gambateh for itp to me and all my frens who are involved....

转瞬间，ITP 已过了一周，虽然没能在那里做些什么，但我已从同时哪儿学了很动，感觉很充实，但却很累人。。想不到工作真的如此消耗体力，没想到我每天回到家就会到头大睡，网也不上，戏也没看，就一觉到黎明，然后又开始一天的行程。。哎哟，就是一个循环的生活啦，无任何新鲜的事发生。。不管什么，我也只希望能在这次的训练中得到新知识，真正知道自己想要得是什么。当然，拿到一个好的grade是重要的（虽然一切不在掌控中！）哈哈！

昨天，我与姐到机场去为一位朋友送行。。jas 江回到纽西兰闯一闯，可能短时间内不会回到新加坡。。直到现在我才感受到何谓离别依依不舍的感觉，虽然他是姐的同学，但也是我的好友，入闸前的那一挥别，也不禁让我在眼眶里转动已久的泪水滚出来了。。无论如何，我深深祝福她未来的日子一切顺利，希望哪一天能去纽西兰找他玩咯。哈哈！那现在就的省吃俭用，努力储蓄才行。。　

突然间又有想要出国旅行的念头，　哎，别想太多吧，当下应该想如何毕业吧！

me and jasmine at Changi airport

jasmine's bear so cute..my little baby!

Woah, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.. may happiness and lucks follow everyone in the great piggy year..spending my days in hometown for this festival. the atmosphere doesnt actually reflect the chinese new year but jus normal family gathering in my hometown. i dunno if it is affected by the severe flood attacking malaysia months before? anyway, i jus have my "celebration" as usual..haha, sleep, eat, go out with frens and sleep and eat at people's place, haha..thats me!
having a "class gathering" on the first day of the new year, sadly not the whole class there..though the feeling can be just same as old times, due to the some changes, the feeling of belonging as a class is gradually faded from me! is it because of my own changes whereby they cannot really accept or their changes which i couldn't get along? no matter wat, once frens, forver frens..i still give my blessing to all of my ex-classmate..hope everyone all the best...
of cos i will never forget my current friends whom i met in singapore lah.. wish everyone have a great year ahead.. cheers...

Here my secondary school classmate....










' da he zhao'

me and my piggy candy..


me and juniors: xinyi + me + 'didi' jun ming


and finally, PIGGY FAMILY


Life is so fragile that someone can just end up his/ her life because he feels tired and and not belongs to the world... it was a shock when i receive the news.. but i am very slow, my buddy classmate say goodbye to the world on end of jan, then till now i knew he will never appear in front of me again.. though we are not close and dun even talk much in class, as a classmate, i do feel sad for the lost of a classmate..this is human being, no matter you are close or not, when things jus happen, u still feel sorry for it.

it is somehow for people to have a gut feeling that the world is jus so tiring and the life is full of sorrow and hence u will think of saying goodbye.. life is really tiring and sometime make you fed up with it. but is not easy to leave if u dun have the courage.. bcos it does have many things must be taken into considerations. though used to cheer up people, but how you know if you will lead on to the homeless route? life is just so unpredictable. why dun you just bear for a longer time and wait for rainbows to come out? you will never know if you never try!

come on people, watever problems you have, do find a way to solve it or just tell a fren that u can trust.. dun ever just end up the fragile life..

chris, may you rest in peace.. blessed

aloha...since finish my last paper, i have been BUSY all the days till this thurday, whereby i will be going bec malaysia to have my Chinese New Year..
9 feb, the ZOO family was having an early birthday celebration for calvin and choi mei, where the plan is so perfect that both the main character keep thought that we are just celebrate the birthday of either of them..and of course my favourite toothpaste section to wish our birthday stars happy, haha.. then we spend teh whole nigth out at esplanade, just talk none stop and i fall asleep half way.. this is my style..
then go for work on 10 feb, jus have 1 hr slp..when i was in the center, really feel liek hell... keep yawning and feeling very uncomfortable..luckily i still manage to teach my class.. after work, meet alvin and xiao hei for dinner at tiong bahru plaza. both of them are my "new fren" and this is the first time going out with them..they really lame untill i dunno how to describe.. we do chat for 4 hrs and i also wonder how come got so many things to talk of. the funniest thing is, when we are having ccoffee at coffee bean, alvin do something that let us feel amuse and emvarassing.. he send his personal photo to someone who he din noe via bluetooth.. initially he gonna send to xiao hei, but dunno why he is so blur until send to K750i which is not belonging to xiao hei, smmore xiao hei's phone model is K700i.. OMG, alvin very blur sia..not only this, he even pour 2 cups of sugar liquid for himself and xiao hei which he thought is driniking water..cant blame him lah, first time go coffee bean..haha..should keep away from him bah...
12 feb, having movie with panda, calvin and ryian..due to the movie we wana watch have not release, then we anyhow choose.. "feast"..wah, the movie so scary and er xin lol..make me scream all the way and even vomit after the show..wah, next time sure cant watch such thing again.. waste money and suffering...

wahaha, it has been ages since the last post. haiz, nowis the exam period, where everyday fill with stress and mist and moody environment..however, for me, this exam is extremely different from the previous..Y?? haha, cos i met a group of frens who are crazy enuff to affect me... haha.. fist time i use 3 days to prepare a paper, whereby previous 3 semester i used 3 weeks to bury myself in the books hill and study until crazy, i cant imagine that i can even sleep for the whole day and chit chat with friends the day before my paper.. alamak... jus keep my fingers cross that the result come out will not be so "extreme bad" haha... however, it is jus a very different experience... well having last paper on monday, clinical chemistry, wic i read thru the past year paper and make me feel scared enuff.. then after that, is my time to shop for cny stuffs and prepare for ITP...lOL...
haiz, think i should stop.. must study le.. visit again after monday bah.. gogo jia you